Rain, and pyjamas, and unfulfilled goals. Wah.

Ugh. It’s been raining lately, and I don’t know why, but the rain always seems to affect me. It makes me sleepy all the time, and want to live in a pair of pyjamas. But pyjamas are for babies… I’m far from it, actually.

Still lingering on that thought, here’s the new list. 

Top five things I wanted to do/achieve by eighteen (but never really did).  

Aaaand another.

Actually, I can't be bothered thinking up a new list, so I'll answer some questions in LIST FORM. Therefore, making it a list.

I don't even know what to name it. Let's just call it "list".

Mashed potato time!

In such a 50's mood right now, I even burnt a mix for when I go driving next time :3

Here's the list - Top five things that have recently blown my mind

OHAI

I cbf'd doing anything today (and for those unfamiliar with what 'cbf' stands for - can't be fucked), which is really, not any different from what I felt yesterday... and the day before... and the day before that.

On the upside - my mum took me driving!

I almost ran over a guy on his motorbike, but old dudes on motorbikes aside, I think I did pretty well. Besides, I'm a learner, I'm female, AND I'm Asian. As if you wouldn't expect something disastrous to happen on the road!

On the other side of that upside - my mum bought me a toffee apple!

OMNOMNOM... TOOF ROT!

In the "cbf" spirit, here's the new list.

Top five things I didn't do today 

List, the third.

So, in my boredom yesterday, I went through old files. Lo and behold, I found evidence of my former self at fourteen! It was gross, really. Like being sucked into an emo time machine, I sifted through the files with a look of utter disgust etching itself into my face. I remembered when my wall was plastered in posters of dudes sporting ‘guyliner’, hoodies and tight pants. Spending days amongst those posters, blasting music in my dank little room. Truly horrible. So many x’s, fake-“cool” screen names, and myspace pictures… so ghastly I’d probably only show the closest of friends. Instead, I’ll share a tiny bit of what I found!

Top five bands I used to like when I was fourteen

Wise, wise words.

p.s. Stop lurking. Start typing!

List List (List)

Another list!

I think I might post one everyday, actually.

Top five reasons why I'm Asian (but not really)

Got some for your stank ass father.

So it’s 8.32 pm right now. Day one of being eighteen (edit: holy fuck, just checked. It's actually day two). A lot of people look forward to this day, but honestly, I think it’s wasted on me. I hate birthdays… but that’s another thing entirely. Since I’ve deactivated facebook and have, therefore, detached myself from the world as I know it, I guess this blog will have to suffice (though I don’t really mind being detached, actually). I felt it was necessary to document this point in time. Right here, right now. Maybe I’ll look back and feel disgust at how horribly naïve, and just plain lame I once was. Maybe I’ll look back and think “fuck yeah, I was awesome then, and I’m awesome now.” I’m hoping things turn out to be the latter.

Since I’ve been reading bits of “High Fidelity” lately, I thought up a list. Here it is.


Monica’s top three musical influences of 2010

Coming home (Part I)

Yes! The blogs are back. I'm bored, and I've been stuck on a little writing project. I thought I'd share it with you all (:

Who drank all the Melk?

Happy Australia day!

What did I do today, you wonder?!
Well, I sat around my livingroom sweating buckets with my chums Jana and Renaynay. I'm quite possibly sure we were stoned from the heat. I'm quite sure it was a nice high. haha.

Contemplative.

On the way back home, my headphones for my ipod broke. Said goodbye to blissful ignorance, and welcomed the chance to observe. Just observe. And write.

I wish I had time for moar lulz.

You know how you're studying, and you decide to take a 'two minute break'... well, I've been on my two minute break for like, five weeks. Chyeah, I know. Gtfout of hur and get yo' head in the books.
* * *
Monica
:O


6:51pm Jasbinder
heyy
lol
facebook chat is gay
use msn
FOOL!


6:52pm Monica
yeah, but I'm broadening my e-horizons, fool!


6:52pmJasbinder
Lol


6:52pmMonica
What if msn stuffs up and our means of communication is cut?!


6:52pmJasbinder
broaden this!
*sticks up finger
thats true


6:52pmMonica
WHAT THEN?!


6:52pmJasbinder
good point you raise there(Y)


6:52pmMonica
HAHAHA... you got me... you got me good xD
like, don't think MSN could cut it in the event of a zombie attack... if I couldn't reach you on msn or myspace, I could reach you on facebook and be all "AHHH, ZOMBIE IS NOM'ING ON MY ARRRMM!"


6:53pmJasbinder
LOL
myspace has IM
use that:)


6:54pmMonica
yeah, but I don't like the shade of blue it's in
it like, rapes my page with it's ugliness.


6:54pmJasbinder
LOL


6:56pmMonica
srsly, now I see where myspace gets it's extra functions from. Stupid Tom.
He should go get laid or something... he's like, thirty something and the king of Myspace. Not something you'd like to say to a potential date, y'know?
"Ohai, I'm Tom, you know.. that guy who was your first default friend on myspace? Yeah, that's me.. I know, I look a little greasier in person... but I'm 100% man, baby ;) "

Drum roll, please!

The low quality sound clip gracing your ears is the first recording (of many more to come) of a jam session with my band. It is extremely bad quality, the bass is off time and my amp drowns everyone out, not to mention the shitty inbuilt mic from the laptop wasn’t meant to record a whole room full of instruments (and we tried chucking an ‘A Day To Remember’ with the whole group vocals thing, but it didn’t quite work out with just the three of us girls, hah.) – but here’s the gist of what we are, all brought to you by a year nine laptop and Audacity.

When the song is perfected, we will record it for realz. :D